tommi wrote:
Ya know….
I’m exhausted still…mentally obviously….
not sure how i would’ve handled the stress
of a GF week*….!
there’s a sort of relief I’m experiencing…!
hard to explain the feeling…!
it’s funny…right up till we lost i honestly
believed we could win the GF…but as soon
as we lost…the feeling of…yeah maybe
we weren’t ready yet appeared…!
it’s all good…just a little sad really…and none
of the devastation we’ve experienced in the past…!
kindest regards tommi
* I’m sure i would’ve found a way…!
Hey Tommi
Life is all about Markov theories (not the Oleg type)
Much of our actions/feelings in the present are dictated by what was GIVEN previously
I am 100% convinced we let a unique opportunity slip through our fingers GIVEN the start we had on Saturday and GIVEN the woeful, woeful woeful turnovers on transition
Therefore, my feelings now are based on the "what might have been" (GIVEN) on Saturday
If (GIVEN) we had been belted on Saturday (as the pundits were expecting) we would be in a more reflective, peaceful state now
The <3 goal loss, the great start, the costly turnovers, quiet/average games by many are what has me feeling down
This (for me anyway) had nothing to do with being banged up, with running out of steam etc.
For me, it was a genuine opportunity that went begging and now football is over for me this year...I want nothing else but a Bris win on Saturday. Cannot stomach a Coll premiership
Just hope and pray the entire club don't assume it will just happen next year