BlueMark wrote:
To be honest I do not care about who wins on Saturday, I really don't. Will I watch the game? No, in fact I haven't watched a whole nonCarlton game in about 5 years and about 10 mins in total this year. On GF afternoon I will be in the gym as I know it will dead quiet and I can train without being distrubed. I haven't cared about anything to do with the AFL in years. New teams. Pffft. International rules. Pffft. Draft time and trades Double Pffft. If it doesn't involve Carlton I just don't care. Hell I even do not watch the various footy shows expect for On The Couch as they are more about the personalties than any serious anyalsis of the game.
It didn't always be like this. I used to watch massive amounts of footy, discuss footy with friends and collegues. Devour opinion pieces. But then it changed. For some the world changed on Sept 11, for me the world changed in the aftermath of Black Friday. The day we got scewed not only by the AFL but by the other clubs as well. Yes we were in the wrong and were prepared to take our medicine. But what occured was pure vindictiveness, a genuine attempt to destroy our club for decades. There was no consideration for the fact that the members had got rid of the administration responsible for the breaches, no consideration that we were on our knees financially. None. The knives were out and plunged into our body with glee. Later we find that those who plunged the knives in with the most enthusasism were every bit as guilty, if not more so, than we were. Shady land deals, dodgy websites, massive wages to show up for a coffee and a bikkie once a week at a major company, it was all creative but every bit as dodgy as a brown paper bag. I could never abide by hypocrisy
Prior to Black Friday I was genial about footy and happy to discuss it with anybody, then the abuse started. Being called a lair and a cheat to my face. Having people laugh and take shear joy in our plight scared me in a way that I will never, ever forget. I will remember each and everyone of them. Forever.
So now if it doesn't involve Carlton directly, I am not interested. Period. Each and every Carlton player is precious to me. I am more concerned on why Micheal Shields left than who won the Brownlow. Each and every Carlton supporter is family, no matter how dysfunctional they are.
You can call me bitter and twisted, a paranoid holder of grudes if you wish.
But just call me Carlton
And stuff the rest.
Did you wake up this morning and think "I think today I might just be a self-obsessed, petulant little turd!" or did it happen by osmosis?
