Just thought i would put a few thoughts on here.
Today while resting up for night shift i watched the 1995 grand final video, again. Every time i watch it i am amazewd at the efforts of Dean (should have won norm smith) Williams, Kernahan, Spalding, SoS, the whole team. However i think for the first time ever today, i realised how i felt about that premiership, i was stoked yeah, but i, like many supporters i think, took it for granted.
I am, in the scheme of things, a relatively new Carlton Football Club supporter. One of my earliest football memories is the 1987 grand final. Since then, i've been on the blue bandwagon, and while i may have had a late 80's/early 90's obsession with Warwick Capper (what kid didn't take a screamer in the backyard or on the bed and scream out CAPPER!!!) my loyalties have always been with the Blues.
Pretty much my whole life, i remember happy times and successful seasons in navy blue, apart from the odd year when we didnt make the eight, or six, or whatever it happened to be that year, i always knew that the very next year we would bounce back, as did the football world, and no matter where the mighty blues were on the ladder, we were feared.
I was thinking about this when watching the 95 granny and i realised that it is now over ten years since we tasted premiership glory. Ten years since we dominated the competition and did what no one else had done. And when i thought of this, it crossed my mind that it could be a long time before we do this again!
I never appreciated how hard it was to have a side win 20 out of 22 games then go on to win a flag by such a huge margain, i never realised the skill it took for players like diesel to gain 30+ possessions week in, week out. I never realised how important it was to have the fullback of the century. I had grown up with Carlton success, and to me, it was our right, our god given right, to be there in September.
I also got to thinking about our current situation. Never had i thought that the once mighty blues had become somewhat of the AFL's joke...a modern era fitzroy, clubs approaching a clash with the blues thinking "oh, week off this week." And if we like it or not, this has become the attitude towards our club.
HOWEVER, rather than get angry about this, rather than blame the AFL for taking our picks, rather than blaming our previous administration for getting us into this financial quandry, i thank them. Yep, you heard right, i THANK them.
I thank every single one of them--Thankyou Wayne Jackson, Adrian Anderson, Andrew Demetriou, John Elliot, thankyou everyone that either knowingly or accidently played a hand in reducing our club to where we are now.
The reason i thank them all??? because every single one of them has helped me realise how important to me, and how much it means, to follow a successful football club. Each one of them has helped me realise that premierships really do come few and far between and no success should be taken for granted.
I thank them all becuase when we pick ourselves up of the AFL emblazoned canvas, it will be SO SO sweet, i thank them because when we as a club are once again feared, when we as a club are once again the powerbrokers, the front runners, it will be the greatest feeling on earth.
I look at our team now, the youngsters, the team we are building the future of our club around, and i am proud, i am already proud of players who have yet to prove themselves, because i can see from watching them play, that they too know, that when we get there......oh how sweet it will be, and these guys, the benticks, the simpsons, the fevolas, the waites, the whitnalls, the blackwells, the russells, the walkers, they've all been there through the darkest days of the Carlton Football Club have a look in their eyes that screams success at all costs.
bring on 2006.....we might not make history but we are on our way.
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