My 2 cents
Sadly our world now runs on anger.................I'm not saying I run on anger. I don't think I do............Actually I probably run on frustration, disappointment and sadness that the world runs on anger and selfishness.
After last week's Carlton vs Geelong game, which I attended, I came away feeling very upbeat at what I saw. 1 week later, I was frustrated, disappointed and sad because I knew how TC would react to the performance.
I don't want to become that fickle, so my following of CFC now takes on a familiar route.
I don't watch the game live, unless I actually go to the game, which is less and less. I have Kayo. If we win, I watch the replay, and if we lose, I don't watch the game. I find the disappointment of a poor performance is much more bearable if I live in denial and don't see it with my own eyes.
I really think the 10 years with the Club burned me out. It made me jaded to the opinions of people who don't know what is going on behind closed doors. I'm not saying what is/was going on behind closed doors was/is all fine and dandy. In my 10 years, it never was.
But TC is just a group of folk standing outside the door of the 'Room Where It Happens'. I am part of that group, and I just accept that I don't have enough data to really make any informed decisions. As I result I simple live by the Win/Loss column.
We all want to be here for a good time, but sadly, those times can be few and far between, hence the tendency to anger.
I aim to be rational and not get angry at things I have zero control over. Which is ironic because I find ranting against the current President of the USA very cathartic. Strange days.
Regards Cazzesman