it is stating the obvious, but it has to be expressed that its all so terrible and painful to watch this.

as i have stated, I have been expecting new problems for some time, but its always a worse feeling when you actually see your negative expectations that previously existed only as mental thoughts that came into your mind from somewhere else, then turn into a full colour reality before your eyes.

I knew we were in for it in 2006, but I'm not sure which one was worse the wooden spoon that last January I didnt want to believe in, or the current circus that appears to be the administration of our club which I then understood as some kind of off field crisis that was destined to come..

We can only sit and hope that the necessary changes that will usher in the new Carlton come quickly.

But we cant rush the process and blow away the thick and deep fog in which we are stranded, it has to lift of its own accord.

I do fear that we have to endure this mess for a while longer until the new Carlton comes.

In the meantime, just hope that the people that pick the young players in the draft choose wisely.

Believe me, the next instalment in this sorry saga cant come soon enough for this Blueman, because then we will be one step closer to what will be a glorious football redemption.

For now, just hang on and stay true blue.

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My Blue Heaven